'And that's when she realized it, slowly but surely it came to her. She couldn't trust anyone. No one. Only herself in this world. Leting people in always lead to the same thing, pain. A pain she had never wanted to feel again. On the outside, she was the same happy girl, just a little bit more quiet but still always full of smiles and witty remarks. But on the inside, she was still bleeding from the wounds people had inflicted on her long ago with their cruel lies and empty promises. She wouldn't tell anyone of her pain, it wasn't their business and she didn't want their pity. So every morning she would wake up and look in the mirror to see a face she hated more than anything looking back at her, but she would again put on her mask and take it day by day, for that was all she could do. That and put up more and more walls to block others from seeing the real her, just to leave her again bringing more tears, of which she would never cry, never wanting to give them the satisfaction of her pain. People hurt her, they hurt her and expected her to be there for them again, which she would be, again and again. No one knew, and it seemed no one cared that the once happy young girl with face of innocence had been altered into a mess of the bitter pain that she tried so desperately to hide.





I cant draw, but I will post some of my pictures after I find some good ones. I also do alot of photography, I will put alot of those up. I like to write, especially HP fanfics. I want a horse some day If your wondering about my screen name, I used to have 3 goats. So ya.


~Carly~